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-February 22, 2024 -135
When something out there is real,
When I have persistence
Every day is different,
I’m approaching the thing,
Every step is concrete,
The feeling is real.
I won’t miss it.
But on the contrary,
If the thing is unreal,
If I still use whatever means to achieve it,
I’ve been creating some illusional thoughts,
I’ve been cheating myself, indeed.
For whatever purpose I have no idea,
Probably for the appearance
From what I have seen,
For my ego’s point?
Hopefully, the moment when I notice it
I would tell myself to fix it.
Always bear in mind
Seeking the truth is the key,
Gradually, I would find more and more
Truth coming to me,
And I stick to the truth,
I continue practicing it.
My feelings would tell me
Which is a real thing, and
Which is an illusional feeling,
Which can stay with me, and…